ONLY 2 and 1/2 MONTHS LEFT

So today I realized that in about 2 and a half months i'll be finished school and on to another chapter in my life. It's strange to be here after so long and trying so hard to finally be able to graduate from university. God the things i had to go through, horrible profs. classes that were less than ideal, and people... People, well since 2003 fall semseter i had this friend that well had a bit of a partier, wild child side. Every weekend she would try and persuade me to go out on the town with her. But being studious and not really wanting to waste my time at a bar, I usually made an excuse not to go. The real reasons that I never really went out was because there's a lot of alcocholism in my family and I've seen the bad side to the liquor bottle. For me it was more of a survival need to not be in that environment. Because it's so easy for someone like me to fall in to that dark black hole. I didn't get here today by havin' a good time and drinking my life away. For me it's hard to see that side of university life. Plus not drinking in bars, not that fun. But anyways I've not talked to that friend since febuary of this year. It got to a point where our personalities didn't click any more. But she was a good friend I won't deny her that. But inevitabley in the end it just didn't work anymore. Also she's the type of girl that once she gets a boyfriend you never hear from her. Not to mention the fact that it was always me that set up time to meet and sent her e-mails. So one day i figured that if she was my friend that she would atleast e-mail me or something. She never did. Which for me was good because i needed to close that chapter and move on to more producitve place. There's alot more I could say about that person, but that would really prove nothing. I don't miss my friend I wonder what she's doning though but that's about it. There are more interesting friend that i have out there and ones that actually bother to e-mail me once in a while. But anyways don' really know why i wrote this guess it's just been that kind of blah week.