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Ok this is kinda dumb, but I 've had this mad crush on this guy. Have dreams of marrying him and having his babies(in the future of course). The problem is that we had this class together over the summer and well... I think that i intimidate him... sad. When this happens i usually just forget the guy and move on to the next. Because if he's intimidated by me then what's the point. But for some reason I just can't forget him. he's smart and cute, the right age and height... He talked to me at the gas station the other day... he was running for president of this club at the university and he asked for my vote. (But this was after he asked if i was still at the university. He's seen me twice said hello to me once?!?! don't know what that was about) But of course i said yes i would vote for him...(But he seemed very excited that i would and for some weird reason shook my hand. Didn't know what to think of that...) Voted for him, he didn't win... oh well... but i just don't know how to talk to him...maybe i should just forget the whole thing... I could try and win him over but i don't think that i can... And i don't really have the motivation to (not really)... innocent crush really... it'll pass... Plus i dont think that he really likes me...
lol I feel just silly writing this but this is a great way of expressing my feelings with some anonymity cuz' if he ever found out it might freak him out plus i'd die of shame. But i just feel so stuck because i really don't know what to do... suggestions would be a plus here... anyone have any... There are so many guys in the world why do i have to be stuck on this one. It's just so crazy...I just don't know what to do...oh.. this is so dumb.