life

Ok so... life amases me in that whenever something major happens to me it's all in my head and once it's out of my head it dosn't really matter anymore. Once it is out then i can move on with the rest of my life no problems. Isn't it weird that the things we make up in our heads are so much more than the reality that surrounds us. Our perspective on the world means that throught our own colored glasses we see the world differently. Sometimes we can catch it and correct our views or sometimes it take an out side perspective to realize that the world is not as crazy as we like to think that it is. Maybe if I was more open then to getting peoples help and a little less self centered then maybe things won't be so bad. See that's my problem i rarely ask for others help, but when i do i realize that things are not as what they seem and in fact are better or worse depending on the situation. As one is about to take a new direction and we leave a part of ourselves behind. I know that once my semester is over at the university i will have grown in many ways that only time could create. I'm i better for my experiences here, Yes. Why? because without them there would be many people that i would have not gotten the chance to meet and situations that present themselves would not have happened. Like anything else, if you had taken a different turn your life would be different and what if questions would haunt you. In the past i've had to contend with the what if's. What i realized a long time ago that the moment is gone and there is no going back. I live by one mantra "let me do it now for i might not pass this way again." I would be proud to say that i live soley by this but in many case i don't. when i remember i do follow it when i don't then it ok beacause tomorrow is another day and it can't be that bad. The sun will rise in the west and set in the east and life will go on with no regrets.